When you thought that you are the world to one particular person but it turns out, you're just like anyone else.
The treatments given are the same, and honestly, when he/she is busy occupied with something else, they actually forgot about you. You pretend like it didn't affect you but it honestly did. This is when the fake smile of yours come into play and just act like everything is alright.
You throw it to the back of your head hoping that it doesn't happen again but unfortunately it does.
Trying your very best to make them laugh. In the end, someone else does a better job, making you feel like a fool reassuring you that you really aren't good enough for anything. In fact, it gives you a wake up call that you're not good at anything.

Knowing that you are willing to do anything apologise even though you have no idea what went wrong. However, you spent hours aimlessly staring and constanly checking your phone. The truth is, they had no intentions of even replying and forced to do so instead,

You thought that such feelings wouldn't occur to a particular someone and yet it did. I guess it's karma. Maybe this is the feeling of being mistreated, misunderstood and wronged i guess? During that period of time, your emotions are just all mixed up, you couldn't feel a specific emotion at all. All you feel is just a whirl of emotions inside you that you want to let it out. When you did, you feel like a fool for actually caring so much when they don't.

Obviously they do not feel anything. Why? They're having a good time, not actually caring how your day was. All they do is just shut you out and ignore you and there you are desperately trying to talk to them. I guess im done.

Isn't it funny how things can all change so quickly?
Yesterday i was having the time of my life, and look now. One of the top 10 shittest one probably.
I guess, they really is no person that will really treat you the way you wish to be treated all better.