Another 4 more days to the start of my first paper. Im not prepared yet. Im not.

I am panicking. But i've got no more time.

What do you do when you don't know what to do?

Everyday i look in the mirror and i get so disgusted.

How i just wished that i was just someone that had everything, wouldn't life be so much better?

Im tired of being so fugly, i really am. 

I bet everyone wants to be perfect and happy, i mean, who doesn't right?

I need something to boost my self confidence again.

I just can't wait for training to start again.

Maybe that's how i'll get them back.

"Atelophobia, the fear of being not good enough."