I landed myself into dipshit.
I screwed up everyting.
I'm such a dumbass.
Yes i am.
I hate myself.
Ytd was suppose to be fun.
Going to Adrian's house was one thing.
When i have reached my house was another thing.
A TEACHER SAW ME & ______.
On thursday.
Wtf!!!!!!!
Now there's nothing i can do about it.
I just can sit there and get scolded by her.
I have to avoid him.
I have to.
For my good & his.
But i'm so close to him.
I can't. I can't bring myself to do that at all.
I dun want our friendship to just break up like that.
I really can't.
Why am i so stupid?
I hate you,Denise.
I hate you so so so much.
I couldn't control myself.
I ____ myself again.
This time is so wrost.
I really dunno what to do. I really dun.
If i dun avoid him, I'll get school conselling.
My mum, is hurt.
I'm too.
But i know she is just trying to protect me.
But i think she is going overboard.
I can't even talk to him?!
How i wish i was just dead.
I hate ytd.
Today History repeated itself.
I think my mum read my _____.
That's how she knw.
I hate you Denise Yang KeXin.

Phylicia
I need to talk to you urgently.
I will explain it to you.
It's really important.
I can't sms cuz my phone is with my mum.
She took it away.
MSN me at least.
I really have to talk to you.
It's realated to..
You , my "dad" & my "daughter.