You know?
Yesterday at night when i was lying on my bed.
I started to think to myself what am i hiding.
What am hiding from other people?
Then there was this really strong answer to myself.
Emotions.
I can't express my hurt deep down inside me.
Then i suddenly just teared. I dunno why...
Whenever i'm alone i keep telling myself.
I need ____. And that's how i got the wrong ____. But i had a really good time.
So when __ say " _____ __" That's when i can't take it.
You know i was really dumb. I still can remember that day.
I was crying my heart out. Until my mum suddenly came into my room
I freaked out. And that time i had my earpiece in my ear and i lied to her.
But deep down. I was really hurt. I din tell anyone.
I din tell anyone how hurt i was. Cuz i just can't.
But i'm just going to try. When i dun even know how to. What the hell...
You made an impact. And now. I am going to remove it.
You know.. it hurts? I just want to forget. But i can't.
Well even if i'm hurt. I promise. I am just going to take that impact away.
No matter how hard it is. It's a promise to you.
I dun dare to sms you telling you this. It's through my then.
I wish you din see this post. But i just want to blog it down. Cuz i can't take it.
I'm sorry. I really am sorry. I am so dam dam dam sorry.

It's true. It's hard to forget someone that you will always remember.
Why is it so?