Today in the morning in my mum's car. She was scolding me like. OHMYGOD.
And in the car she said that if this time my results are dam bad.
She is either going to let me retain Sec1 or even transfer me to St Margert's
And study in NA.
I dun want to retain. Neither do i want to transfer school. I NEVER WANNA DO THAT! :D
Then she even said she wants to send me to the school counseller
For counselling then i was like Whatthehell? She wants to sent me there because
My study attiude is wrong. -.- I rather her friend counsell me. It's not my first time anyway.
Oh and then she confiscated my phone. When i was at the school gate there.
She shouted across.
Everyone stared at me.
I teared. I really did.Not because i gave my phone to her. Because i ____ myself.
I told myself i can't cry. If not my eyes will be red.So i controlled.
And me and her made a deal. I can bring my phone to school. And then when i come home from school at 3plus.
I have to off my phone if not she will smash my phone.
So apparenlty YES. I can only sms people During school times & maybe at night
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And yesterday i was like also badly fired.
And she went beserk and so did i. I was so scared i would go into ________ again.
I am dam scared. Cuz my symptoms are all back. The eagerness to ______ ________
DAMMIT. I really dun want to. JingYi encourage me not to do that. I know
It's wrong. Very wrong. But i have no choice i really dun.
Shitt.
I dun want to be Denise Yang KeXin D: